New Year. New Me.

Although I started my New Year off with a nice little fit of cussing, I have decided to make some New Year resolutions.
I'm sure the first will come to you as no surprise - I want to lose weight. And this time, even though it is always this time, I will succeed. See usually I make these decisions at night. When the gym is closed. When I'm about to go to sleep. But it is just barley lunch and I'm turning a new leaf. There is no tomorrow there is just today and so many more today's in the future. I weighed just now with a BMI of 40.46 and 252 pounds. I'm not gonna crash diet. I'm not gonna count calories. None of that has proven to work out for me. Instead I will eat what I want to eat .... The difference - I will eat in moderation, I will make compromises, if I want a cheeseburger then I will eat it, but I'm not gonna eat the fries it comes with or have the dessert my friend insisted on ordering... I also need to move more. Whether that means working out at the gym, parking further away from the door, going for walk with friends or even alone. Whatever little bit helps.
I want to stop cussing so much.
I want to have a more positive outlook.
I want to blog more.
I want to address problems that I am having - either with myself or others.
And one that I cannot control as much - I want to find someone, I want to have my first kiss, my first official date, my first boyfriend.

:) well Happy New Year to you. Hope it is full with joy.

Shianne